As One Chapter Comes To An End, Another Begins

Today marks my first day as a civilian in 2 years. Yes, I have completed my mandatory stint in the military at long last. I’ll leave the emotional ramblings to my real-life social media(sorry I can’t let you guys see that), here I will discuss something else. I refer to the military here as i served in the Army, but this would apply to the conscript policemen and civil defencemen too.

Wearing diapers, even periodically, greatly affects one’s ability to serve. Be it as a regular, or in a conscript service, wearing diapers has its effect. I have discussed this in previous posts, but I wish to bring this up again today.

Firstly, you cannot wear diapers in your military barracks or bunks. People will scorn you, commanders may think you have serious (psychological) medical problems, fellow soldiers/policemen would shun you as an oddball etc. Not to mention physical difficulties, such as chafing during intense combat training, lack of time and hygiene to change and the lack of storage space for diapers. Smell would be a big problem, mostly for those around you. I have worn a diaper in camp, but this was attempted on a night where there was almost no one else in the bunk, so it is best to NOT attempt it if the coast isn’t clear. I don’t advocate wearing diapers in camp, or during training. Unless you are an incontinent with a valid reason to do so.

Secondly, keeping diapers at home would be an issue always at the back of your mind. Most conscript servicemen would be allowed to go home for the weekend. So that is the likely time that people would wear. Go ahead, nothing is stopping you here. But there are a few things to consider, especially if your folks don’t know about your diapers. There will always be the fear that they would accidentally discover your stash. You amy not have cleared your computer’s browser history and they might go snooping around. You may have ‘odours’ left behind in your room, and that could trigger an internet audit of your accounts. Even mindlessly leaving a receipt of purchase for your diaper-stuff may result in a full-fledged war to ‘purge’ you. Things happen, especially if you let your guard down.

Then there is the actual usage of diapers. If you use diapers for two days e.g. at night, then your body would have to adjust back to using the toilet when you go back to camp. For those into messing, there is also the chance you might ‘hold’ in your ‘garbage’, waiting until you could use a diaper. The longer the ‘holding’ period, the higher the potential damage it poses to your body. And if you go 24/7 for even two days, one might run the risk of having an ‘accident’.

One thing that most people could never do without is their handphone. Even if your phone doesn’t have a camera, chances are that it has access to the internet (through wi-fi, 3G etc). And chances are very high that you might access diaper-related websites, or view ABDL social media on that phone, sometimes even downloading pictures for later viewing. Or even keep a picture of your own diapered escapades. If your friends grab a hold of your phone, and they come across these content, their view on you could change completely. That’s because ABDLism isn’t a widely accepted kink as, say, BDSM. So there is that worry.

You could say that I had quite a bit at the back of my mind during my army days. To my fellow Singaporean boys who are embarking their NS journey, my advice to you is to keep your ABDLedness and diapers to a bare minimum. You can’t ignore these urges completely, but you can mitigate them. And don’t wear diapers to training. Period.

Now, to prepare for university.

ORD loh!


A Diapered Soldier?

Is that even possible? I mean, there’s just so many things wrong with that statement, it just seems like an oxymoron.

The word ‘diapered’ here connotes helplessness, innocence, weakness, dependent. And the word ‘soldier’ spells out servant, aggression, strength, independence. Just the phrase alone seems taboo.

But lo and behold, there are diapered soldiers out there. Mind you, we are far and few in between, but we exist. How is it possible, one may ask.

It doesn’t take much to realise how difficult it is for a soldier wearing a diaper to do his job. The diaper traps heat and makes it very uncomfortable for him. It rubs against his nether-regions, and may cause chafing or groin-compression. There would be no place to change diapers out in the barracks or battlefield, no space to keep a large supply of diapers, not much time for maintainence etc.

Then there is the social stigma. Fellow soldiers would certainly ridicule an incontinent for joining their ranks. They would not tolerate the urine smell, especially in confined areas such as barracks or transport vehicles, helicopters, tanks etc. The ever-present crinkle sound would serve as a constant source of embarrassment for the incontinent soldier, as well as an irritation for his fellows.

But even if there were an entire regiment of incontinent soldiers, where the aforementioned social stigma is negated, there is still the physical aspect that makes it near impossible to wear diapers. Can you imagine being in a warm and sweaty state in a humid environment and you need a change? The moment you open your diaper you’d wish you had never been born, for all the insects would home in on the new source of heat. Ouch!

There are incontinent soldiers who wear them to work, but… yeah, they are nonexistent in traditional armies, only present in conscript armies. Non-combatant soldiers, these people are. In other words, clerks. I don’t look down on these people, for it is their (within) defect. I really feel for them, for I guess they wouldn’t have wanted such a situation.

So… What about a DL soldier? Social stigma, physical hindrances and the perennial smell would be a big no-no to any soldier thinking of wearing diapers. And given the serious and physically demanding nature of soldiering, I would say that it is extremely unlikely that any ABDL soldier would wear them while uniformed. That is if there are ABDL soldiers in the first place, given the mental framework of a person who needs to fight for honour and country.

But wait, I am a DL soldier. Unwilling, as National Service in Singapore is compulsory, but still indulging whenever possible.

Such as last night. That bulge you see, contained about 3 days worth of processed food. Not a healthy thing to do but hey, when you say ‘indulge’, chances are that it is not healthy to begin with!

Diaper Tena Slip Super TSS
Oh, and I finally published that pet project of mine. You can view it on the ABDL Story Forum, as well as ADISC. Thank you for your support.
– Selv